I SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY AND I KNOW THAT I NEED TO SAY IT SO LOUD

MASYA ALLAH !

that is all i need to say

TONIGHT EVERYTHING SEEMED TO START OVER AGAIN

a few hours ago, maybe i still got fucked on my head. everything reminds me of her

can you imagine this one, i could erase all of my sweet memories cuman gara2 dengerin lagu doang! so let the story begins

i drove through the flyover, watched the city lights and just listened to Dubstar

my handy was ringing, and i just saw it ringing and ringing. but it still can't stop ringing!

so then i answered the call, but there's no one talking. i don't have any idea, siapa nih yang iseng nelfon jam setengah 3 pagi pake private number.

unting someone sang a song to me and it sounds "if you need somebody to love you

well then i'll be the one who's there, yes i'll be the one who's there"

ANJING! ko bisa pas banget ini orang nyanyi sama lagu yang lagi saya denger, and i was thinking for a moment, oh god what is it?

and she told me "don't be sad, everything is always turning around because they always have the patterns. just remember your lovely grandmom in heaven, then you will never ever be sad again. i promise to you, i'll be helping you, come with me"

well, i don't know what to say. i'm just not sad anymore

and i did know who the fuckin is it, i know. i've been denying you for a long time, but you always come to me if i get a problem. thank you so much, you've just built me up, i'm going with you my so-called bestmate :)

I KNOW IT'S OVER

17-08-08 when everything started to happen

25-08-09 suddenly everything stopped to happen, and it will never happen again

you know what?between 17-08-8 until 25-08-09, the greatest thing ever happened in my life

but now, i have just lost my guardian, though she's the greatest person ever

i have lost my everything, but now is not time to cry. because everything has changed

and what about ireland?i'm on it.

goodbye my owly, you are still the best thing ever happened in my life

the smiths - i know it's over

ANNOYING

MAYBE I WILL NEVER BE ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANT TO BE

NOW IT'S NOT THE TIME TO CRY, NOW'S THE TIME TO FIND OUT WHY

I THINK YOU'RE THE SAME AS ME, WE SEE THINGS THEY'LL NEVER SEE

YOU AND I ARE (NOT) GONNA LIVE FOREVER

WE ARE THE PIGS

"and as the smack cracks at your window

you wake up with a gun in your mouth

oh let the nuclear wind blow away my sins

and i'll stay at home in my house"

udah aga lama juga ga dengerin suara Brett Anderson begitu tadi buka iTunes saya ga denger playlist biasa, langsung cari list Britpop, dan tertuju langsung ke album Dog Man Star nya Suede dengerin Heroine, This Holywood Life, The Wild Ones langsung sampe sekarang masih denger We Are the Pigs yang adalah salah satu track Suede paling keren menurut saya.

oh let the nuclear wind blow away my sins, coba aja kalo dosa emang bisa ditiup terus ilang gitu aja, wah saya mau. dan kalaupun harus di bom pake nuklir sampe mati asal dosa ilang semua juga saya mau, haha.

"we are the pigs, we are the swine

we are the stars of the firing line"

Suede - We Are the Pigs

AIRIS TARYANA

barusan saya ol facebook, trus liat di news feed ada si Airis baru update statusnya. dia emang bukan pacar saya, tapi dia temen saya dari jaman flinstones. oh iya satu lagi saya kangen pisan si airis, rasanya udah 20 taun ga ketemu, padahal baru 3 taun. kalo aja kanada - bandung teh deketnya sama kaya bandung - garut, edel tiap hari main da ke rumah airis.

Thieves Like Us - Miss You

SEBERAPA GOBLOK OTAK KAMU

barusan saya ikutin salah satu kuis di facebook yang judulnya seberapa goblok otak kamu then the result is otak udang kalo otak saya cuman segede otak udang saya malahan syukur, ga akan pernah geger otak kalo jatoh atau gimana paling itu otak goyang dikit

Black Devil Disco Club - The Devil In Us

NGACO

postingan sebelum ini warnanya jadi ngaco semua, semua ngaco

warna ngaco, tetangga ngaco, tukang sayur ngaco, nurdin m top ngaco

ngaco semua

masih tetep sama aja - revolution is only for monkey

beberapa hari dalam minggu kemaren saya lagi bengong di kamar, tiba2 ada bunyi, one day we're gonna live in paris, i promise, i'm on it oh ada telefon yang saya ga tau nomer siapa itu. tiba2 lah terjadi percakapan

saya : halo

stranger : halo, dengan eydel guntara?

saya : bukan saya asep dayat, eydel guntara nya lagi cebok

stranger : setan lo jangan becanda, ini gw sjaiffa

udah aja beres karena mungkin terlalu panjang buat di tulis.

gini ceritanya, sifa itu adalah temen saya dari jaman suka maen cs, game yang dulu hype banget kita jadi teroris atau polisi mabukberaaatttttt.

ya intinya dia temen lama saya dan udah bertaun2 ga ketemu because she had to move to ireland!WELCOME TO EUROPE MY FRIEND!

abis gitu, kita janjian ketemuan akhirnya. McDonalds buah batu bandung lah tempat kita ketemu, kita janjian jam 10 malem disana.

dalam keadaan yang sebenernya saya masih GALAU karena cinta saya pergi aja akhirnya, daripada gila sendiri. MANDI dulu ganti baju, wangi2. masih inget pake kaos yang di kasih si Andi yang appleyard celana jeans sama vans, gila keren banget sih kamu, kata pembantu saya si mbak atun.

akhirnya saya jalan ke bubat, rada macet dikit tapi sampe jam 10 lewat dikit, and then..

WHO ALRIGHT YEAH UH HUH griya nya macet banget, tapi akhirnya dapet parkir.

jalan kaki ke McD dengan sedikit tegang.

akhirnya masuk, celingak linguk dikit. kaya orang pilon, dan saya liat ada cewek pake kaos Blondie gombrang, celana skinny dan converse hitam kucel, well she's sjaiffa

dan dia teriak, "eydelllllllll" kita berpelukan dan langsung saya duduk di tempat dia duduk, dan ternyata ada egga juga, egga adalah anak grunge abis temen dari jaman semar yang udah lama ga ketemu juga.

GILA AING SENENG PISAN WAKTU ITU
abis gitu kita makan sambil ngobrol2, then gw pikir ini taun 2002 waktu kita masih jaman maen cs bareng2. woo it's 2009 dan semua sama sekali ga berubah!
abis puas ketawa2 sampe sekitaran jam 12an kita pergi bareng, keliling2 bandung sambil ngobrol2.

sifa nyalain tape mobil dia, dia colok iPod track pertama iPod bikin saya langsung nanya
ANJIS KEREN BANGET INI LAGU NYA SIAPA?yang saya denger pertama itu kaya indie rock/folk gitu, tapi sumpah obscure banget sound nya.
dia bilang itu lagunya The Phoenix Foundation judulnya Blue Summer, anjis lagunya emang keren banget.

dan akhirnya beres sekitaran jam 5 pagi, saya balik dia balik egga bali semua balik
dan semua nya senang, AND IT WAS THOUGH REALLY AWESOOOMEEEE!

songs of the day:
Downtown Party Network - Heart Break Dancing
Super Mal - blood & sun

foto dan cerita selanjutnya menyusul!segera!

tainted love

get yer own life dearlene, and i'll get mine. i couldn't stand anymore with you
i'd like to stand by my own feet bye bye

Soft Cell - Tainted Love

Aeroplane feat. Kathy Diamond - Whispers